Thursday, June 25, 2020

Five Years

Five years of my life that felt more like thirty, 
Five years of my life that I won’t get back, 
All the long and tiring days that we spent on this, 
The minor victories but the successes we lacked. 

When I was eighteen I felt like a failure, 
Eighteen years old and my path wasn’t clear, 
Every day has been a struggle since then, 
But it doesn’t matter as much when you persevere. 

Now I’m almost 23 and breaking the statistic, 
Of people graduating from ages twenty-one to twenty-two, 
Five years of my life could’ve felt like a lifetime, 
But it’s been better since I’ve met you. 

Twenty years old when I saw you in that hallway, 
Twenty years old with three more years till now, 
You still believe that I am absolutely amazing, 
Every day I look at you and wonder how. 

Yesterday you looked at me and said “can you see the light?” 
I smiled and said “almost” but I knew, 
It didn’t matter if every day was painful or difficult, 
Because the light is shining more when I’m with you.